THE HOWDALE ORPHAN
Sometimes, I hear them. The other children. They’re playing. I think they’re playing. But when I try to find them, there’s nothing. I’ve been here since 1836 when the highborn built the workhouse for children like me.
But the town has changed, so many people, but none stop to think of all that were here before; I don’t even have a home anymore; they pulled it down in 1968.
I’m looking for my mother. I won’t give up. They told me she’d come back, the Matron, the Guardians in their fine clothes; she said she’d come back. They took me to a big room with long rows of beds, made me work the looms, taught me letters, but still she never came. I was a good boy, did all they told me to do, my mother would have been proud.
It’s so hard to remember her face now. It’s all fuzzy, like my breath on a cold pane of glass. I just remember she was warm, smelled like bread.
I get so tired, waiting. If you hear my weeping, give me a kind word, remember me and all those like me who are part of the history of this town.


